what does it mean to be human after all?
Humanity is beautifully pitiful , honestly laughable, yet is a lovely tale to experience. To be human means to suffer, persist, and to accept yourself. To be human means to think " Fuck it, I am imperfect. I have many flaws. But it's okay. I accept it." To be human is to be imperfect.
Look at me as an example, Honestly, I really do hate myself. From the times I've hoped i could just disappear, cut myself and ruined myself, the times I thought how terrible of a person I am,
I am still alive!
Isn't it just great? I've fallen into deep phases of overwhelming sadness and emptiness countless of times, but here I still am. Alive. I still hate myself, but I've grown to view it in a much more positive way. I will fall again and again, destroy myself time and time again, but my humanity makes me stay on this planet.
It's amazing how humans will despise themselves, yet still live another day. Humans.. They survive even tho they know they have no purpose set out for them. Nothing to look forward to. Nothing but dread. And they still wake up tomorrow. So brilliantly laughable, but admirable.
But sometimes i really hate humans and how they aren't so forgiving and more I'm too lazy to go in to.. as someone who has been in a girls school for practically all their life it's interesting to see how the cheese touch is still in effect..
If someone asked me why I live today.. I would say that I didn't know. And that's the honest truth. And that's why being human is fucking awesome! Yeah, we're not great, but we're alive baby! And isn't that itself to be proud of? To be a member of this hell of a society!I still am on my journey of accepting myself and loving myself, but I will strive for greater. Let my humaness show! Let YOUR humaness show! Embrace the imperfect! Love everything with a burning passion!
Being human is a worthwhile experience, even if it feels like shit sometimes. Appreciate that you are here today. Breathing. I hope this reaches the right people.
I'm pretty mature for a minor, ya think? Got lots to experience.. it's going to be tough but I will live to see another day, no promises tho.
Compare this to my first blog post.. wowe. I've grown, huh?
can you tell I was listening to Jamie Paige while writing this... jamie paige forever xoxo STREAM CLOUDROP AND MACHINE LOVE